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2019

by sad cat

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1.
Drowning 03:42
I'm told this all along My body's moving on And this coldness in my throat I'm gonna choke And I feel it so I know That I'm gonna lose control And I can't imagine a world where I'm fine Why's life so complicated All of my friends lives are a mess Drowning in the ocean But we still try our best And I feel it so I know That I'm gonna lose control And I can't imagine a world where I'm fine
2.
I wasn't what I said I wasn't alive I was not a person Always on my own mind I wish you were easier to toughen up I wish you would realize that it's okjay to fuck up Sometimes We don't know what comes next We never will So I can't be controlled by myself I don't know So I can be reckless and not come home So I can be reckless all night long
3.
I will try to rectify the lies I told myself when I was younger I'm terrified cause I don't even know if I could even leave the room And now and then I think that maybe even I could conquer the world So what stops me So what stops me dead in my tracks screaming you'll never be You'll never be anything
4.
New Mexico 01:27
5.
A Real Fox 03:06
I am a man I was the stars I won't be gone for long I'll come back from dirt Don't hold my hand Don't protect my heart Don't hold my hand Let me fall apart I know myself I am the universe I was a mess Don't bother lost in the sand Don't hold my hand Don't protect my heart Don't hold my hand Just let me fall apart and turn into an animal
6.
I wanna run straight into the sea And float on my back until I feel free All of my many obligations will die And the rest of my life can finally be mine I can't do this every single night Don't you want to want to be alright I can't do this every single night Don't you want to want to be alright
7.
My Body 03:35
8.
Madeline 04:48
How are you so cool I'll drop out of school I'm just wasting my time While i'm still alive Don't save me Madeline Madeline Don't hate me I'm out of line out of line I'm thinking I'm crazy Don't save me Madeline Madeline I hate the way I walk I hate the way I talk I hate the way I move around this world in my useless body Do you hate me Or do you think I'm cool Do you miss me Or do I miss you Don't save me Madeline Madeline Don't hate me I'm out of line out of line I'm thinking I'm crazy Don't save me Madeline Madeline Don't save me Madeline Madeline Don't hate me I'm out of line out of line I'm thinking I'm crazy Don't save me Madeline Madeline Hold on to my next addiction Hold on to my next affliction Hold on tight to grace's shoulder I just want this to be over
9.
Imagination 03:54
I wish my head fit my body but it doesn't try All these silly fucking words come out of my mouth Do I really know what it means to be alive To be inside a worthless body Don't be so god damn pessimistic You're a fucking scholar man I try to know the rules And I cry when I don't know what to do So damn stupid Cause I know that my anxiety will make me sad And I know that it's not all so bad Cause I know that it's just my pessimistic imagination And I know that it always can come back to that wonderful wonderful creation So I stand her in the cold Asking out it's 2am And I try to come alive Cause I've been so dead all the time You were not what I wanted You were not what I had in mind You were not what I wanted You're just someone that I want to crucify Want to crucify I don't wanna die Cause I know that it's just my imagination And I know that it always can come back to that wonderful wonderful creation
10.
I lay down even when I can't sleep And you don't make a sound Oh you must be deep Nick Steinbring was a man I knew until he ran away and then he fell asleep And then I think about how there's a new born baby and the universe is gonna do it's thing And so I lay down even when I can't sleep And you don't make a sound Oh you must be deep Nick Steinbring was a man I knew until he ran away and then he fell asleep And then I think about how there's a new born baby and the universe is gonna do it's thing I'm so tired of the same damn thing All these people tell me what to think the ocean won't let me be I'd rather have a dream The old man sees That the young man bleeds And the young man sees That the old man bleeds The old man bleeds Just like me
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DIE 2019 04:21
In times like this I run away from my head If you're holding your breath You'll forget what you said Like I said And never did Only you Only you can Maybe i'll die Maybe i'm fine Maybe i'll die Maybe i'm fine These things in my head They come around once again And the lies that I said Are gonna wrap around my head Don't be afraid Don't be afraid Don't be afraid Don't be afraid again Maybe i'll die Maybe i'm fine Maybe i'll die Maybe i'm fine Maybe i'll die Maybe i'm fine Maybe i'll die Maybe i'm fine Maybe i'll die Maybe i'm fine Maybe i'll die Maybe i'm fine Maybe i'll die Maybe i'm fine Maybe i'll die Maybe i'm fine Maybe i'll die Maybe i'm fine Maybe i'll die Maybe i'm fine

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Some of these songs were recorded in the shell of my burned out house

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released June 25, 2020

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